newness comes with pains

Hurt, Tears, Longs, Missings

I have felt it all in the past few weeks.

Its crazy to think I have been home almost a month. I remeber when I left the NW I was on some kinda of decision making, i had hopes, dreams, cray ideas.

Well the high is going, and in its place has come studing for a test, going to classes (which I love) and working VBS (i knda of like it).

So the pains are still here and in the midst of them I can not shake the felling of have nothing.

I have friends, I have family, but God has not been prestent in my live lately.

Knowing that the decion was made and that it was made right does not mean it was easy, or that in some fashion the same things that pladged me in Wa are not here in Dallas.

I miss the old becasue the new comes with pain.

I'll let ya know when I am over the pain. (praying for soonness)

Newness in the old

It is all quit interesting when you think about. Moving back into my parents house, hanging out with the people I have loved the longest, driving past the same old buildings...yet this time I see the greatness in what look like nothing before.

When I left this town all I could see was black, white and at times grey.

This time around it is every color I love and few of the one I only like.

But through it all I know I will enjoy this new journey.

So here it is the place I will go to write about it all. I can not promise anything,and there are no expectations for this here blog. Yet in the midst of it all this where the newness will be talk about. The lessons leanred will be jouneyed through this blog.

I hope to enjoy this newness in the old.
Maybe you might find something of Musings along the way as well.